Ready or NOT

Saturday, my mother's memorial is right around the corner. It seemed like when we decided on Jan 22 it was forever away. I am ready for Sat. in some ways to have some closure but in other ways not ready for the tears again. I didn't know someone could have so many tears. I am leaning on the Lord to guide me through the fog I have been in and am hopeful in HIM to heal the open wound. It hits me at so many weird times and it overwhelms me that my mom is really gone. Please continue to pray for our family as we continue to process all of this and as we begin the grieving process. Not looking forward to this year of firsts without my mom.